This Just In

While looking up babynames for J, I came across this neat little tidbit which explains my disposition rather satisfactorily.
McDowall: derived from the name MacDougall, meaning Son of Douglas.
Douglas: of dark water.
Emily: Industrious
Jane: Gracious and Merciful

Therefore, I am the industrious and merciful son (daughter) of dark water.

It fits, doesn't it.